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  1. I Dreamed

From the recording Chiaroscuro

I was scrolling through Facebook and read the status update of a dear friend of mine. It was about a dream he had about a former love. He described being able to taste the whisky on his lips after kissing him in the rain; the warmth of his familiar embrace; and the eventual disappointment upon awakening to find his arms empty, and his lips tasting of nothing. He ended the status update with the phrase “I wish I never dreamed.” It struck me, and I thought of all the many who have waltzed in my arms for a night, only to be cruelly taken away when dawn comes. Sometimes that night can last for years…I think the idea resonates with many of us. If I could only hold him again…The song came almost immediately. I went to the piano, hit record on my phone, and played it through almost in its entirety. 

Lyrics

I dreamed
I dreamed last night that I kissed you
You wanted me to
I dreamed
I wakened to your laughter on
the breeze
My arms were empty then
I wish I never dreamed
 
I dreamed
I dreamed last night that I missed you
You missed me, too
I dreamed
I ran to you with autumn on
my sleeve
and winter breathing in
I wish I never dreamed
 
And I dreamed
I saw you wide awake
Bursting at the seams
calling me by name
And every time I sleep
I go to see that place
I put it on repeat
In hopes one day
I’ll find a way to answer
 
I dreamed
I dreamed last night that I found you
you led me to
I dreamed
when dawn comes
I know you’ll have to leave
my eyes will open then
I wish I never dreamed
my arms empty then
I wish I never dreamed