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  1. Water

From the recording Water

The chorus for this song came first, long before I would realize fully what it was about. I had a sense it was about the ebb and flow of life, and how quickly and unexpectedly it can leave us. This song has two inspirations: one lyrical, the other thematic. The lyrical inspiration came from a story I read about two brothers. One brother was dying from a liver disease. A transplant would save him. The healthy brother, being a donor match, decided to give a portion of his healthy liver to his dying brother, since the liver is a regenerative organ, apparently. The transplantation was a success, and the sick brother almost immediately began to improve; however, the previously healthy brother did not immediately recover from the surgery. His health worsened gradually over the subsequent days, and eventually he died. This brother had essentially given his life so that the other might live. I thought of the awful burden of carrying my brother’s life as the price for my own breath. A line stuck out to me in the story where the family described learning of the death of their son, brother, husband, and father: “We heard over the intercom, ‘Code blue, room 601.’” I pictured the brothers greeting each other as the life flowed out of one and into the other; the one leaving this life nodding knowingly and silently to the one who had been given a second chance. The song then kind of leaves the brothers and ventures into my own ponderings on this life, and the end thereof. If I die today, will I really awaken in another place? I can’t answer that question with the surety I used to. If only I could reach Lazarus…
“Come please show me; open my eyes and I swear I’ll believe you then.”
The album “Water” as a whole deals with the theme of death in its many forms: physical death, the death of pieces of ourselves, and the death of relationships. Water represents the force that pushes us along the path through it all. Constantly moving, flowing, changing, and inevitably ending, we all go out smooth like water.

Lyrics

code blue601I returned sovereignLazaruscome quickly and comfort meyou know I can’t walk that farinto me his flowedand we tradedglances as we passedhe into darknessand I into lightwe go outsmooth like waterred hotriver rundon’t I deserve thissacramentand my body the offeringyou know I can’t take anymoredarknesscome and prayoil and water separateanoint me and prepare meto cross to the other sidetake me outsmooth like waterso come please show mecome let me seeso come please show meopen my eyesand I swear I’llbelieve you thenwe go outsmooth like water